Ramblings

It’s not that the word ‘love’ is overused, it’s that it’s sorely misunderstood.

Since when does saying “no one is perfect” make your numerous shortcomings? It’s like saying, “hey, I know I’m a psychotic bitch, but it’s ok, no one is perfect!” or like saying at someone’s funeral “everyone shits the bed at some point”.

You’re right, no one is perfect, but don’t use it as an excuse for you’re craptastic personality, attitude and actions.

At least try to improve yourself. Be better than everyone else.

Because then I wouldn’t be so confused and so lost and would stop convincing myself that I have feelings for someone that I don’t.

I’m so damn nieve. Ugh.

Ever have one of those days where at the end of it, you’re so frustrated and irritated with everyone, everything that happened and the stupidity associated with both?

Yeah today was that day.

Honestly, people need to get out of my way when I try to help them. Like are you fucking blind (I’m looking at you, the idiots I live with)?

Or when someone is so blindingly ignorant and moronic, you can’t help but feel the rage grow to incredible sizes inside of you, only you wont say anything about it because it’s completely pointless?

Sometimes it’s like I cause my own frustration. Like today how I saw this girl I kinda like and couldn’t muster the slight amount of bravery to say “hey” to her for a 2nd time, therefore leaving me regreting it later and a tiny bit sadder and pissed because of it.

Call me a narcissistic Holden Caulfield if you want. Fuck me and fuck everyone.

Today I concluded that being nice and polite and courteous and blah blah blah is a complete waste of time, energy and resources. Why? Because people look back at you like you’re ears are giving birth. Like really, what’s so weird about being nice? Has our society and its people encouraged grumpiness, close mindedness, anti-social attitudes, unhappiness and become so impersonal that a simple “Hey *insert name here*!” or a “How are you?” and a smile is out of the ordinary? Take that as a sign of friendliness, affinity or someone just trying to brighten you’re day a little. Feel better knowing that someone took a moment out of their busy lives to try and make yours that much more cheerful.

But you know what? Don’t do any of that “trying to brighten your day” shit. Few, if anyone returns the favor.

So I decided to bring back my Tumblr (again) so I can rant and rave about stuff I wouldn’t rant and rave about on my Twitter (again). This will probably be a collection of blog posts about stuff and life and music and movies and any other shit I feel like posting. Don’t expect me to reblog a bunch of useless non-humerous memes and nonsensical jokes. Just Tumblr the way it was supposed to be.

Test. YO.

marialoveshockey:

BITCH, SHUT THE FUCK UP, PLEASE.